a shopping trip to toronto
I wake up in anticipation
of taking over
the bathroom
there is so
little
lebensraum left
there is so little
reason
to live left
on the bus
I read my pocket
introduction to
literary theory
tries to tell me
where art starts
and a recipe
for soup
begins
downtown
I hunt down
a pair of gloves
(it's cashmere
the girl
tells me
I buy them
and a belt
and a gift for a friend
on a narrow
interminable street
I find books
they have nothing
I ask for
but I buy two anyway
the owner wraps my purchase
in discreet brown paper
and i feel furtive and tired
on the way
back to my lemon
coloured
paradiso
christmas lights
appear to be
nothing but a white
rude metal corset
made of chickenwire