house of sin
when I was in high school
some classmates and I
built a gingerbread house
we didn't donate to enter
the contest
instead
at the lunchbreak
we burst into the classroom
and took part
first
the snap walls went up
the roof poking its
ey frame steeple
here we placed
caramel cornices
there
licorice doorfames
and chocolate eaves
as fast as we'd started
we finished
the contest won
and I tasked
with taking away our creation
as I sat in history
i pondered the windows
and moving inside
the figures
at the day's end
it went into the trash
every decade or so
I close my eyes
and look into the house we made
past the family photos
past the tapes and eight tracks
past the plastic marlin
past the pickled cabbage
at first i wonder
which turns out
the incorrigible bachelor
which the family man
which the slacker
which the criminal
which the rapist
the doctor
the murderer
the scoundrel
standing a head taller
than you
in summer of nineteen
eighty nine
which face
will continue to haunt
as you pass from photo to photo
wall to wall
the defiant eyes
you remember so well
the disguise
my schoolmates and I
rarely talk anymore
one of us becomes a teacher
two turn to scientists
another a dentist
and a lab technician
in this
wood panelled room
it gets hard to remember
who turns out how
who becomes whom