part-time wife, part II
This poem appears in We Were Hateful People.
Błażej Krukowski
it took nine hundred sixty eight full days
for me to understand what I had written
poor maximus has had to learn the simplest
last well by that measure bitten truly am
the king of my regards oh but the ei it must
excuse the mind as it is dry and astigmatic
beset and buried in the attic collected
picked and plucked cogito ergo fucked
hugs are biodegradable
nonrefundable
recyclable
reusable
while her ei is risible
negotiable culpable
excusable and divisible
diffusible really quite unusable
the alps they reign over this cursed metropolis
and still i'd rather live and die in burnaby
than hear another soulful paltry homily
about the ways in which she managed carnally
a respite from our well festooned necropolis
a liberation from forbidden openness
another fine wrought golden brokenness
another masculine anomaly
and so i am obliged to total disaccord
with her perplexity when it transfigures
there's nothing wrong with repetition
there's nothing wrong with repetition
there's nothing wrong with repetition
there's nothing wrong with repetition
there's nothing wrong with repetition
or the familiar
time and tide wait for nomen no matter
her glower will flower so i j'adoube
the obverse of her smile
the faded
albumen of her long suff'ring yen
i fear she'll never apprehend that ain't
a grasping iewish brute with face of jute
though i oft see a rending tenderness
within the fervour of her timid horror
lies gentle flatness were it not for teeth
of gold i could forgive the money
i could forgive the madneſs but alas
we all must modernize our models of reality
and let the gesso dry what's left you take
your broken oars and you walk shoreward
palms shining forward you sip your
latte and you count your trophies
(sigh namaste yogis