männer II
This poem appears in The Love of a Good Man.
For Paul
when i first fell in love with you
a decade and a half ago
it was a manic day
spent looking for the golden gate
a comedy of errors and of laughs
(we'd still used paper maps
you drove and I drank coffee
taking us in circles
oh i had loved you sight unseen
on icq and irc
in luxembourg and oregon
in kyoto matsumoto
you helm the bus
i wrestle with my japanese
and in that boarding house we joke
then sleep (on separate beds
I am not here in this cafe
on this dark rainy lovely day
in a motel somewhere
in california I rest—
late night a polished bathroom
air is wired to light
you sleep out there
and I here write