Sawing a Beam
This is not a poem about sawing two feet off
a rotten beam.
This is not a poem about making notches on
all four sides and smelling
that sweet-scented stuff
fall to earth in gauze.
This is not a poem about shivering in rain.
This is not a poem about
adjusting your arm
this way or that
and sawing
the beam, hard—
the beam that you thought
had supported everything or maybe just
this, here;
the beam that you believed
would be impossible to saw through
the beam that once felt so solid
but then
crum
bled
to shivers
when all you wanted to do
was clear the moss.
This is not a poem about saving the stump
to burn in a fire,
soon.
This is not a poem about starting
or keeping a flame
or weeping for you.
This is not a poem about what you could
or could not be (we
can can
only as much
as we can ken).
And you know everything.
And they know everything.
So why then?
This is not a poem about sitting in a mudroom
on a broken chair,
nearly nude, not
writing
a poem or not
writing a poem for you.