the charge of helios
This poem appears in We Were Hateful People.
Hieb für Hieb, bis ich endlich in ohnmächtiger Wut
die Zähne zusammenbiß und mich,
meine wollüstige Phantasie, Weib und Liebe verfluchte.
discipline is desire
i ask myself if the inverse is true
as the she devil girds her loins
and rains down upon me
a lordly progression to madneſs
graven in the mind's ruts poesis
no more outré than an angiogram
tries to convince me of my mistranslated horns
just past duncan's jugular the handle
'til birnam wood does come to dunsinane
she labours and she wishes for her labours
not kisses for the missus and not favours
but tiny monetary dishes
while here all is slight hell
und über allen Gipfeln ist nicht ruhig
the eye counts numbered paralipomena
and flagrant sour factitiousness
the gloaming of her whim at eventide
twisted lineaments of her thousand year frown
whithersoever she looks then must we hide
for payment is the highest form of truth
I whisper this in the chinese manner
to a hetæra with a head of flame
whose touching gentilésse roseate
ses mots déshabillés transfigure me
the mountain in the window watches us
the trees hold court to our debauchery
a history of doors slammed shut
resounding like the wings of geese
i take the daddy out the equation
and then live as i please