the threshold of happiness
This poem appears in We Were Hateful People.
the power goes out
at lunch
you never listen to what I say
she tells me you're just counting
the syllables
I touch the spot where she'd bit me
it's turning my favourite colour
as from under the stairs
(or stars come the muted
sounds of the world
i can hear mulata
barking outside
while inside I tell the
three hundred dollar hooker
what I did on my summer vacation
I mow the lawn
I tighten the bolts on our bed
as i wake bloodred marmalade
seeps from under the door and I
spill out of her ghostwhite
your toes are cold
this does not happen often
oh is it raining
no it's just a little
dirty that's because
we had the window open
what time is it
six thirty I told this woman
most powerful I hold this woman
most beautiful
who nestles
in my greying chest
we rest I faintly hear
"unmask and then let's fuck
what's left to be perfected
letters that I forget to mail
food rotting in a garbage pail
and for tomorrow's test
a thumbtack in your shoe
a reverie half recollected